I fell in love with him from the very first moment. I know it’s strange to say that a mother loves all her children… But I needed some time to truly love my children. I gradually got used to them, accepting their shapes and feeling that they belonged to me. But Ahmad… I loved him since he was born. I think about him all day long, like he was my first child. He was a tiny, pure white angel. His pure white color was amazing, like a piece of snow in a hot country. He slept peacefully, without crying like other children. His presence beside me made me feel clean and peaceful. I needed that, so that I could face what was to come…